When we were assigned to think of one instance that I was affected by any biases in making judgments and decisions, I immediately thought of something that I may have an overconfidence bias. That instance was choosing a course in college. To tell you the truth, I was not really an UPCAT passer. I just got reconsidered in a course in U.P. Manila which was quite unpopular to some students. There was only a few of us who took the program, and most of us (I presume) were already thinking of shifting out after the academic year. In fairness, the program was interesting and every subject I had taken was fun and easy. I had really close friends and some not-so-close friends. Everything was just fine but still, I had this sinking feeling that the course was not meant for me, that I was meant for something BIGGER. So just like that, I transferred here to UP Diliman.
Here in this university, I was placed under the B.A. Sociology program. I applied for B.S. Psychology and BAA first but I wasn’t accepted. My aunt explained that shifting to the course I really am rooting for would be easier if I’m already a student here, so I obliged. My first year here was quite a shock – terror teachers, load of readings, papers, different classrooms, and different classmates (Back in UPM, we were only one block that I had the same classmates in every subject). Still, I managed to survive. At the end of the academic year, I applied for BAA again and B.S. Economics. My aunt used to tell me that Econ graduates usually land on good jobs that earn high salaries, which is honestly my main goal in studying. I have a family to support, and I want to give my father a break from being the breadwinner of the family. Eventually, and expectedly, I wasn’t accepted in the BAA program for the third time but instead, got a slot in B.S. Economics.
At first, I was contented. There was this thought that I’m just a step away from my goal but it seems like spikes are preventing me from getting there. I wasn’t doing well with my majors. I had a hard time understanding most of the concepts taught. My electives and GEs were way better, which shouldn’t be the case. To make it short, I was not happy with this course. But then, I’m already out of choices. My family expects me to graduate next year and shifting out again would just delay that. Moreover, it would be an additional burden to my aunt since she’s the one who is supporting my college schooling. I don’t want them to be more disappointed.
If I could just turn back in time, I’ll stick to my first course. I got so overconfident that I could finish my current course smoothly. I miscalculated my abilities. It wouldn’t have ended this way if I got contented to the course I am comfortable in. Well, I’ll just try my best and make-up for my decision.
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